Gosh there's a lot of information in this thread. I need to publish it somewhere... This is the most mature adult response I've gotten so far and it's really given me a chance to be transparent and to talk about all aspects of what we have been through. I know I cannot really prove a thing but hopefully the text here and the detail will help put people more at ease. I wish I could invite all of you to my house for a day just so you could see, touch and hear what goes on...

What a mess! What a total mess!